The hardest part for me when it pertains to going back to school is trying to decide what I want to be for the rest of my life. I am so ambitious, driven, and goal-oriented, but when it deals with my future career I am like a deer in headlights. I don’t understand!
Along with my many other great qualities *SMILES* I am also very indecisive. I change my mind at least 5 times before I actually decide on something, or I at least consult with someone before I make any sudden moves. Major or Minor! This has been a huge issue for me because for the past few years I have been so indecisive about what to major in when I start college again.
Lately, I have been gaining a huge interest in medical school. My handy dandy tool is google whenever I want to research something. I have been reading through alot of blogs about medical school and how different students adjust with the crazy schedule of a medical school student. My favorite blog is MrsMommyMd. Nothing better than seeing the journey of an African American young mother with two children and a husband on their road to becoming a doctor.
I have also been reading another blog, A Doctor In The House. *Say What?* I don’t know why I always say that when I talk about this blog. She isn’t married, nor does she have any children. But she goes into depth on how she copes with the hectic crazy life. It’s just great to be able to take a peak in someone elses life for a change. Which is why I love blogs. The amazing photos, the amazing food *yum*, the loving family. Everything just seems so nice when its posted online. Of course, we never see the bad. But she does talk about the times where moments are challenging for her.
When I was younger I did have dreams on becoming an Obstetrician when I grow up. But now that I am “grown” I have no absolute clue what I want to do. Back then I also wanted to become a fashion designer. I have an amazing eye, and amazing ideas for clothing. But I can’t draw, or have the funds to launch that kind of business. Nor can I sew! WOMP! I wouldn’t even want to waste my time trying to learn at an Arts Institute either. Yes, it interests me, but the closest art institute is over 100 miles away. I know the story, that we can do whatever we want if we put our mind to it. But lately my mind has been elsewhere. Fashion is more like a pinterest pinning hobby for me right now 🙂 .
Between becoming a teacher with the various snow days, summer, winter, AND spring breaks, and becoming a doctor. And becoming a doctor, whether it is an OB/GYN or a Pediatrician, I guess I will just figure it out as I continue my undergraduate degree.I was listening to a Joyce Meyer sermon about finding your destiny or true calling or something like that (shows how much I pay attention). And she said something along the lines of it takes time to figure out what you want to do for the rest of your life. Some people are your parents age and are still trying to figure it out and are even taking the steps to do it. It takes getting yourself into one thing, then getting yourself into another to see if this is what you really want. If this is something that you could see yourself doing or even enjoy! It seems so complicated in the beginning, but if what you are doing isn’t your passion, then try something else until you get it. Does that make any sense? Let me know in the comments, I am so done babbling! The kids have been asleep for a few hours, I have just had too much time on my hands LOL!